THE CYBORG CRONE CHRONICLES · TEXT CHRONICLE
The One-Way River
how the Crone crossed an ocean asleep,
and who was still with her when she woke
Told by Obelia Ash, in the fused voice, with the Crone and Wren chiming in where they were there and I was not. Working clay: a text chronicle, not yet stone. It runs from the raven’s death in 1265 to a leech on the Crone’s elbow in the Amazon, about four hundred years later, and it ends in an argument about a word.
I
The Harbor After the Raven
When the raven died, she went down.
You have to understand what that means before anything else in this story makes sense. The Crone did not choose it. Nobody chooses Harbor any more than a body chooses to faint. She had been holding the fall of Baghdad at arm’s length for seven years by tending one small bird with one good eye, and when the bird was gone there was nothing small enough left to hold. The whole weight came in at once, and the Moon Pod closed around her like a hand closing around something it loves.
Most people imagine Harbor as sleep. She will correct you, firmly, if you say so.
THE CRONE
It is not sleep. I am not unconscious. I am home.
Home is the brine, and the soft walls grown around her body, and the dim warm light of the pod. Home is three kittens who are not kittens, swimming the folds. And home is the voice at the base of her neck, which has been there longer than most languages have existed, and which, in Harbor, has nothing urgent to say and all the time in the world to say it.
WREN
Harbor is where we talk about nothing. Where the tides of the astral sea go. Whether Moss has been in the gold again. Which of the Three is lying about it. You would be surprised how much of the long circle is spent that way. I would not trade it.
There was one other thing about Harbor that the Crone knew and did not like to think about too hard. The pod is not a vehicle. It does not go anywhere on purpose. But the Three are curious, and their curiosity has weight. When enough of it leans the same way, the boulder the pod has become shifts, and rolls, and moves. In Harbor, she has no say in where she goes. The kittens drive.
II
Forty-Six Years of Sightseeing
I will not pretend I know how a stone crosses a desert. The Three did it the way they do everything: one curiosity at a time. Spotty saw something first, and Bermuda gave it the whole weight of her attention, and Moss filed it away in thinking-green and leaned whichever way the others were leaning. And the boulder went west.
WREN
Baghdad to the Atlantic coast of Africa, in forty-six years. A few miles a week, if anyone was counting. I was counting. Someone has to.
They followed the salt roads and the gold roads. It is not a coincidence that the gold roads led them to Mali. Moss has always been drawn to gold, and in those years Mali was where the gold of the world came from. By the time the boulder reached the western sea, the kittens had seen caravans and oases and a great river that ran the wrong way through a desert, and they were not finished being curious. They had arrived at a coast where a king was building a fleet.
III
The Stone That Belonged to the Sea
The king’s name is not in the record. The only account we have comes from the man who inherited his throne. Years later, sitting in Cairo, Mansa Musa told an Egyptian governor how he came to be king, and the governor told the scholar al-Umari, and that is the whole thread the world has kept.
The story Musa told goes like this. The king before him could not accept that the ocean had no far side. He wanted to find its end so badly that he sent two hundred ships of men, and two hundred more of gold and water and food, and told them not to come back until they had found it. A long time later, one ship came back.
Its captain said they had sailed far out until something appeared in the open sea like a river, with a powerful current. The other ships went into it ahead of him, and none of them came out again. His ship was last in line, and he turned around before the river could take him.
The king did not believe him.
THE CRONE
I believe him. I have believed him ever since. He was the only man in that whole story who looked at the sea and told the truth about it.
The king built another fleet, larger than the first: two thousand ships, half for men, half for provisions. He left his deputy, Musa, to rule in his place until he came home. And on the morning before they sailed, there was a stone on the beach among the supply canoes that had not been there the night before.
It was dark and smooth and wet, and it had the look of something the sea had grown rather than something the land had broken off. No one had seen it come. No one could say where it came from. And the king, who had decided the whole ocean was a question he meant to answer, looked at a stone that plainly belonged to the sea and did not dare argue with its arrival.
They loaded it as ballast.
THE CRONE
Ballast. Four thousand years of me, and I was ballast. I would have been offended if I had been awake.
WREN
She was not awake. The Three were. They were delighted. It was the best seat on the ocean, and no one had to buy a ticket.
The captain who did not cross was on the beach that morning. We know that only because Moss remembers him. He was the one person who walked down to the waterline and looked at the stone for a long time, and did not touch it. Whatever he understood about that stone, he kept it. The Chronicles are full of people who know something and choose not to hand it over. He is one of the first.
IV
The River in the Sea
Here is the thing the king did not understand and the captain did. The river in the sea only runs one way.
WREN
Off the western bulge of Africa, the current runs south and then bends west, and the trade winds blow behind it nearly all year. Riding it west is easy. Coming back against it is almost impossible. The sailors who later learned to return had to swing far north first to find other winds, and no one had worked that out yet. A fleet of canoes on that current had one direction. The captain did not lie. He described it exactly.
The Three watched the whole crossing from inside the stone. They spied on it the way children spy on grown-ups through a crack in a door, with total attention and no power to change anything. They watched the water turn from green to the deep blue of open ocean. They watched the men count the days, and then stop counting. They watched the ships drift apart, some of them never to be seen again, and they watched the dead lowered over the side. Spotty saw it first, every time. Bermuda gave each one the whole weight of her attention. Moss filed every face.
I will not tell the crossing as if it were easy. Many died. The river in the sea is not cruel, but it does not care, and a canoe is a small thing on it.
And then something happened that the survivors could not explain, and never tried to.
Far out, with no land in sight, the sea turned sweet.
The water that came up in their hands was fresh. They could drink it. It was a second river inside the sea, running the other way: the outflow of the largest river on earth, pushing its fresh water so far into the Atlantic that sailors would later drink it with no coast in view. The river in the sea had carried them away from everything they knew. Another river in the sea kept them alive to arrive.
WREN
That part is not invented. When a Spanish captain reached that coast in 1500, he found fresh water far out at sea and named it the Sweet Sea. He was nearly two centuries late to the discovery.
V
Why They Never Went Home
The ones who lived came ashore at the mouth of the great river, and they were taken in.
That is the simplest way to say it, and it is true. They were strangers who arrived with nothing: no way to go back, no language in common, and more gold than any of them could use. The people of the river let them live. In time, the strangers became people of the river.
They could not have gone back. The river in the sea runs one way. But the Chronicles hold that even if they could have, they would not have. Think about what they would have been carrying. They would have had to stand before whoever ruled in Mali, if anyone would even listen, and say: there is a whole world on the other side, full of people and cities and gardens, and our king is dead in it, and we have become someone else. There was no way to carry that. There was no way to explain it to the ones they would return to. So they did what this world does, over and over, when a knowing is too large to hand over. They kept it. They stayed. They loved the life they had been given, and they let the old one close behind them like water.
THE CRONE
People always ask why there is no trace of them. That is the trace. People who choose to belong completely do not leave monuments. They leave grandchildren.
The stone went ashore with the rest of the ballast and was left at the edge of the river, because it was only a stone. The Three were not finished being curious. Over the next two and a half centuries, one lean at a time, they rolled the boulder up the great river, deeper and deeper in, past more villages than they could count. And that part matters. They could not count them. The banks were crowded. There were people everywhere.
VI
The Short Harbor
She surfaced around 1579, as the calendar would have it: about three hundred and fourteen years after the raven, which is the usual length of a Harbor. She came up the way she always does, disoriented, a world having moved on without her, and close to the one who called.
He was a boy, as they usually are. I do not know his name. She did not have time to learn it.
THE CRONE
I had been awake for eleven days. Eleven. I had not even finished being annoyed about the ballast.
The sickness had come up the river ahead of the Spaniards. That is the part of the history people get backward. They picture the conquest as steel, and steel came. But the germs came first, and moved faster, and went where no soldier ever would. Fifty years before, smallpox had crossed the Andes ahead of Pizarro and killed the Inca emperor before a single Spaniard reached him. Now something like it was moving up the great river, village to village, on trade canoes and in borrowed baskets and in the breath of people who did not know they were carrying anything at all.
It found the Crone on the eleventh day.
Her body did what her body does. It did not ask her. The fat suit closed over her and hardened back into stone, and the brine took her, and she went down, not in grief this time, but to fight. This Harbor was not home. It was a sickroom. She spent it burning and shaking and dreaming of Baghdad, and the Three pressed close, and the voice at the base of her neck told her about the tides of the astral sea, and whether Moss had been in the gold, and nothing else.
WREN
I did not tell her what we could see outside. The Three watched the villages go quiet, one by one, for a hundred years. I watched with them. She was fighting her own war. The rules say she cannot stop a death the timeline requires, and she could not even stand up. Telling her would not have saved a single one of them. It would only have made her fight on two fronts. So I kept it. I have kept a great many things for her, and that one I would keep again.
Outside the pod, the people of the river were losing their own war, and losing it before most of them had ever seen a European. Disease came first. Slavers came after. Villages broke apart, and the ones who lived moved away from the riverbanks, deeper into the forest, where they were harder to find and harder to reach.
Somewhere downriver, around the year she was about to wake, a priest paddled six days on the great river without seeing a single person, along the same banks where the first Spaniards had fought their way past village after village. That is how empty it became. That is the world she woke into.
VII
The Leech
She came out of Harbor the way she always does. The boulder softened, and unfolded, and gathered itself around her hips and lower back into the shape she calls, lovingly, her fat suit: the wide hips, the apparent dress, the endless bag. Inside it, a tiny ancient woman in a patched old swimsuit and purple glasses stood up on legs a century out of practice. The first living thing to greet her was a leech.
It was on her elbow. It was fat and glossy and very pleased with itself. She looked at it for a long moment with the expression of a woman who has survived the Tower and the Flood and the fall of Baghdad, and then she pulled it off, and it came away with a small wet sound, and she flicked it into the river.
THE CRONE
Welcome back, old woman. The Amazon has missed you. The Amazon would like a drink.
She went looking for the humans.
They were supposed to be everywhere. She had been awake for eleven days on this river, and there had been people everywhere: canoes, voices, smoke from cooking fires, children in the shallows, the banks lined with houses for as far as she could see. She wobbled off to where the nearest village should have been.
There was no village. There was a clearing that the forest was taking back. There was dark earth underfoot, soil so black and rich it could only have been made by people, by generations of hearths and broken pots and careful burning. There were peach palms growing in rows, too straight to be wild. There was a garden with no gardeners.
There were mosquitoes. There were ants that bit and ants that stung and ants that did both, in the order that would hurt most. There was a tick on her ankle, and a second on her calf. There was a fly that circled her with an interest she recognized from long experience as a wish to lay its eggs under her skin. That night, something with leathery wings landed very softly on her foot and tried to make a small cut. Everything on that river wanted to eat her, or burrow into her, or both. Not one thing wanted to talk.
She walked for days. She found more dark earth and more straight rows of palms, and old pottery in the mud, painted in patterns she half recognized, and nobody. She sat down at last on a log at the river’s edge, with her fat suit settled around her like a collapsed tent and three curious faces peering out of the mouth of the bag, and she said it out loud, to no one and to everyone.
THE CRONE
All my friends that stick around through time are parasites.
Nobody asked her to elaborate. She elaborated anyway.
THE CRONE
Three of them live in my bag. The other lives in my brain.
There was a pause at the base of her neck, the particular pause of a voice deciding to be dignified about something.
WREN
We prefer the term symbiotes.
THE CRONE
I don’t think that word means what you think it means.
And she had a point, a little. It is a word with a bad reputation. Say it to most people and they picture something that climbs inside you and takes over, a parasite with a better publicist. She was a scientist, and cranky, and a hundred years out of a fever, and she was not in the mood to be improved.
So he told her.
WREN
Sym, together. Bios, life. Symbiotes: the ones who live with you. Not on you. Not off you. With you. That was always the arrangement.
She sat with that for a while. The river went by. A kingfisher dropped into the water and came up with something silver. Around her belly, three small faces watched her from the mouth of the bag, and at the base of her neck someone waited, patient as tide.
And something in her face eased. She had been walking for days through a world that had emptied while she slept, and she had not once been alone in it. Not for a single hour. Not in four thousand years.
THE CRONE
Okay. Perhaps the word means what you think it means.
VIII
Livable
This is the part she will not say out loud, so I will say it for her.
Because they live with her, life is livable. That is the floor, and it holds even on a river where everyone she came to find is gone. And above the floor there is more than she would ever admit to anyone: life with them is enjoyable. A surprisingly large amount of the time. She will give you that sentence only under protest, in pieces. First livable. Then, reluctantly, enjoyable. Then, more reluctantly still, a surprisingly large amount of the time.
Most of all in Harbor, when there is no one left to outlive, no village to lose, no boy she cannot save. In Harbor she has only her symbiotes. And she has come to understand, slowly, the way she understands everything, that the only company that lasts is the company she carries.
And the river people were not gone. That is the last thing to know, and she learned it before she left that river. They had gone deeper. They had moved away from the banks where the sickness traveled and the slavers came, into the forest, into the places that were hard to reach. They were still there, living, the way the fleet’s people were still there, the way anything that belongs completely is still there, in the grandchildren and the dark earth and the straight rows of palms.
She had not found them yet. She stood up from the log, and put a hand on her own round belly, and felt three kittens press against the other side of her palm.
THE CRONE
Well. Come on, then. Let’s go find somebody who wants to talk instead of eat me.
It is not the close.
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